Well it has been three months since I came to Vietnam and I am all settled into my apartment. I found a job teaching English online. However, I am still on a tourist visa and it is about to expire. I arranged with a tourist office and got another letter of invitation. This will give me an excuse for a motorcycle road trip with my brand new motorcycle. To renew my visa I will have to leave the country, cross the border, get my passport stamped and return. Laos is only several hours by motorcycle. That means motorcycle road trip!!!!! Oh yes, I forgot to mention. I bought a motorcycle.

While planning the road trip I was studying the route on google maps and I saw that the town of Khe Sanh was less than an hour from the Laotian border. The name, Khe Sanh, will stick out for any student of the history of the Vietnam War. Khe Sanh was a small town that served as a special forces base for Americans to train local Vietnamese to resist Communist forces. The North Vietnamese and their Viet Cong allies besieged the base for nine months and it is still one of the most famous battle of the Vietnam War. I will go into more details of the battle later but the history enthusiast in me jumped at the opportunity to visit the battlefield of Khe Sanh. So with my visa approval letter and a back pack I hopped on my bike and went on my first ever motorcycle road trip.
On the way there I had the opportunity to ride my motorcycle through the famous and beautiful Hai Van Pass. The pass was made famous by the TV show Top Gear and now it was my turn to ride the Hai Van Pass.


While riding through the pass I looped in and out as the crazy roads matched the winding sides of the mountain. I played chicken with giant 18 wheeler trucks carrying gasoline and reveled in the thrill and danger of the ride. I made sure to pull over to have a coffee and enjoy the view.



I eventually reach the peak of the pass. I paused for a few more pictures before continuing my journey to Khe Sanh.


It was while going down the pass that I realized just how dangerous what I was doing. There were many cars and trucks that could run me over. I could easily slip on the extremely tight turns that required me to lean so far I could easily tip over the bike. Too much throttle and I could slam into the cement wall or worse, go over it and tumble to my death.
And I loved it. I loved the thrill and adventure. I felt like I was a finally a cool panda and not just a nerdy panda.
Now this is what True Freedom feels like. No boss, No teachers just me and my motorcycle and the road.
As I was thinking about “how cool” or “how brave” I was I remembered the sad days of my youth.
You see when I was a young panda I was sent to a Catholic Boarding School. I left the comforts of home to be crammed into a room with 5 other boys.
One of the other boys had a saying for me “Hunter, you are scared if your own shadow”.
Of course I was scared of my own shadow. I went there as a scared young child and the staff and senior students told me I was a coward and a pansy and that they were going to “toughen me up”. The hit me, punched me and kicked me. Humiliating acts of hazing were done on a weekly basis. Every day I was sent to the rugby pitch and pummeled every day by the varsity. When I complained about this the staff shrugged “you are a first year and a third string rugby player getting hurt so that varsity can practice is your job. ”
“Get beaten so that the varsity players can have their glory. Great.” I thought. I was obviously not happy there and I was told that I was unhappy because I was a pussy and that I needed to be toughened up more. They told me I was a coward and that if I didn’t toughen up the real world would chew me up and spit me out. Only they could prepare me for the real world.
I was eventually sent away from the school for depression and anxiety. Lack of employment caused me to run to the Canadian Armed Forces for work and to my surprise I got through boot camp without too much difficulty. Despite being treated fairly well in the military, making many friends, having fun and I was generally regarded as a good soldier and technician, I found the military life difficult.
The rigid and strict nature of the military lifestyle didn’t gel well with my freedom loving personality and I was ridden with anxiety and depression throughout my whole career.
Now, however, as I zig-zaged through the wild mountain roads of Vietnam I was no longer a scared catholic boarding school panda. I am an adventurous panda. I am a free Panda. I am a Travelling Panda.
As I road through a tunnel I had that sudden realization and I raised my paw into the air in a silent celebration. I had finally broken the chains of self doubt and discovered my true self. Hunter the Traveling Panda.
All it took was a Road Trip through Vietnam.
“Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives but none about his or her own” – Paulo Coelho from the The Alchemist
Below are a few more pictures from the lovely Vietnamese countryside.


